Sometimes wishing for something you cannot have is the only thing keeping you from getting what you truly deserve.
It took me along time to realize this. I have grown so much since.
Lots of things are happening right now. I wish I could push his memory back, but here it comes in full force. I had a flash of him this morning as I was driving to work. I felt my heart sink, in my chest. I almost broke down right there in the car. It was very difficult not to pull over.
I will be glad when the summer ends.
Hello. I have suffered the loss of a very close friend as well as the after effects of an abusive relationship. I am not an expert on healing, but I have gone a whole month without sitting for hours at the cemetery and I have fallen in love and gotten married. I look forward to learning from others who have experienced these things, so I can stop the feelings of hurt and guilt that I cannot seem to let go of.